Thank you for reading my website and blog. Now it's time for you to show me some love! Go ahead and make a comment or two on my blog posts. I wrote them just for you! Let me know you are reading, but remember what your mother told you: if you can't say something nice then don't say anything at all. Blessings!
Shameless Self Promotion!
We Are Live!
My plans are public, the website is live, my blog is current, and I'm sharing about my trip on social media. Join the party! Subscribe to my blog, become a facebook friend, or follow me on twitter. I am excited to be able to talk about my hike and can't wait to begin hiking and posting on my blog from the Pacific Crest Trail! Keep calm and hike on!
ALL SYSTEMS GO!
Permits.........GO!
Gear............Go!
Food............Go!
Gear............Go!
Food............Go!
Clothing........Go!
Training........Go!
Training........Go!
Finances........Go!
Weather.........Go!
Resupply........Go!
Logistics.......Go!
I will begin hiking April 24, 2014. We are GO for launch!
Time to Focus!
Two weeks to go! I'm focused at work to make a smooth transition when I leave. My "honey do list" at home is almost finished. My check list for the PCT only has a few items left. It's time to finish packing my resupply boxes for the first two months and get the first few in the mail! I need to spend time with my wife, parents, and visit my daughter in Santa Cruz one last time. I'm so excited and I can't stop smiling. Keep calm and hike on!
Dedication
If the only prayer you said in your whole life was, “thank you,” that would suffice.
Meister Eckhart
To my parents who took me to the mountains,
To my wife who allows me to return to them,
To my friends who endured me talking constantly about them,
To my junior high Sunday school teacher who took me backpacking,
To my Lord Jesus Christ who saved me from myself and gave me abundant life,
-Thank You
An Apple For The Teacher
At our family Christmas gathering, I shared my plans to hike the Pacific Crest Trail with my cousin, Sandra. She did her best to be supportive as I explained my crazy idea to walk from Mexico to Canada. (Editor's note: PCT-What is that? You are going to walk HOW far for HOW long?) My plans continued to develop, my website began to take shape, and I started looking for someone to proofread and edit content. I also wanted someone to test the site and help make it user friendly. If only I knew a retired teacher who might be interested in reading every word I write for the next nine months...
In January, I contacted Sandra and asked her to be my website and blog editor. She graciously agreed, and after getting her set up as an editor on my blog, she got right to work proofing each post. She corrected grammar, spelling, and asked thoughtful questions that helped me communicate effectively. She also edited the website content and made suggestions on making it more user friendly. If after all her editing, you still find a typo or broken link, that’s because I keep making changes to the website. I just can’t leave well enough alone. I keep tinkering with the text and layout. It’s just a Type A personality thing.
Thank you Sandra for all you have done to make my website and blog readable. Your proofreading is spot on and your suggestions are always helpful. Thank you in advance for cleaning up my blog posts from the trail, all 150 of them. It has been my privilege to have your help with my PCT adventure and when I get ready to write my first book, I’ll let you know. Keep calm and edit on.
In January, I contacted Sandra and asked her to be my website and blog editor. She graciously agreed, and after getting her set up as an editor on my blog, she got right to work proofing each post. She corrected grammar, spelling, and asked thoughtful questions that helped me communicate effectively. She also edited the website content and made suggestions on making it more user friendly. If after all her editing, you still find a typo or broken link, that’s because I keep making changes to the website. I just can’t leave well enough alone. I keep tinkering with the text and layout. It’s just a Type A personality thing.
Thank you Sandra for all you have done to make my website and blog readable. Your proofreading is spot on and your suggestions are always helpful. Thank you in advance for cleaning up my blog posts from the trail, all 150 of them. It has been my privilege to have your help with my PCT adventure and when I get ready to write my first book, I’ll let you know. Keep calm and edit on.
I've Got Good News!
"The Gospel is bad news before it is good news. It is the news that man is a sinner, to use the old word. He is evil in the imagination of his heart and when he looks in the mirror what he sees is at least eight parts chicken, phony, and slob. That is the tragedy. But it is also the news that he is loved anyway, cherished, forgiven, bleeding to be sure, but also bled for. That is the comedy. And yet, so what? So what if even in his sin the slob is loved and forgiven when the very mark and substance of his sin and his slobbery is that he keeps turning down the love and forgiveness because he either doesn't believe them or doesn't want them or just doesn't care. In answer, the news of the Gospel is that extraordinary things happen to him just as in fairy tales extraordinary things happen. Zacchaeus climbs up a sycamore tree a crook and climbs down a saint. Paul sets out a hatchet man for the Pharisees and comes back a fool for Christ. It is impossible for anybody to leave behind the darkness of the world he carries on his back like a snail, but for God all things are possible. That is the fairy tale. Altogether they are the truth." Frederic Buechner: Telling the Truth-The Gospel as Tragedy, Comedy and Fairy Tale.
Frederic Buechner is another one of my favorite authors, and this brief description of the gospel has been a favorite passage for more than twenty years. I find myself reading it over and over, sometimes to remind me that I am loved and forgiven and that God can set me free from the darkness that still creeps into my heart. At other times I read it to encourage myself to continue to love and pray for those who still have not responded to the Gospel and who need the God who makes the impossible possible in their life. Sometimes I read it just because I like the way he writes and the images he uses to express the reality and bondage of sin as well as the hope and joy of being set free by the power of God. Just last night, I read it to my wife again as we were going to sleep and thought to myself...someday, when I grow up, I want to write like that. Someday...
Full of Purpose
"The quality of the astronaut corps is reflected in the fact that every time NASA says it's seeking twenty-five new astronauts, some three thousand candidates apply. Those selected for training are the best. Those selected for flight crews are the best of the best. The astronauts are a national resource and it was absolutely terrific to be back in that kind of atmosphere again, free of pettiness and filled with purpose." John GlenI love that phrase: "free of pettiness and filled with purpose." In my ministry I have quoted it often to the people I work with to remind us that we are working for a purpose...not a paycheck...not the weekend...not to impress others. So often it is pettiness that steals our time, saps our energy, robs our joy, and distracts us from the true focus of our life. In the past, I have found hiking to be helpful in focusing my heart and mind on the important things in life--like how to keep snickers candy bars from melting in the desert heat. Ok, that might not be so important, but you get the idea. What is your purpose? Rise above the pettiness and pursue it with passion.
"Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already arrived at my goal, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers and sisters, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus. All of us, then, who are mature should take such a view of things." Philippians 3:12-15
Finish Strong
The first few days of the expedition were filled with activity that kept me very busy, but when we arrived on the mountain the schedule slowed down and I began thinking about home and the people I left behind. I had regrets that made me doubt myself, my abilities, and my reasons for being there. Those feelings were part of what ultimately ended in a failure to summit and a costly lesson in priorities. I learned that my desire for adventures cannot be fulfilled at the cost of my marriage, family, and ministry. Since then I have worked hard to finish strong at home and at work, so I can enjoy the mountains and the passion they renew in me for my family and my work. This adventure is five months long so it is more important than ever that I finish strong so my heart, mind, and body are fully committed to the goal of hiking from Mexico to Canada. It will be a physical, mental, and spiritual adventure that I believe will prepare me for the next chapter in my life.
“The will of God is not something you add to your life. It’s a course you choose. You either line yourself up with the Son of God…or you capitulate to the principle which governs the rest of the world.” -Elisabeth Elliot
Wired Wild
When I first started creating a website to document my plans to hike the PCT my goal was to have an interesting way to share the experience with family and a few friends. I had been dreaming about hiking the Pacific Crest Trail for years, but I had no idea how much content I would generate and how much fun it would be to share it. I am not a web designer, graphic artist, or writer. I have a passion for the trail, a desire to express myself, have made something I am proud of, and look forward to sharing with as many people as I can. Last week I went to the post office to make sure I understood the regulations on mailing stove fuel to myself on the trail. The postal clerk was very excited about my trip and I could have stayed there for hours telling her all about it except for the 20 people waiting in line. When I bought 30 boxes of pop tarts at the store there were looks and questions and another opportunity to share.
This brings me to the topic of today's blog post: my domain name. As the website has grown, so has my interest in upgrading from a free design and hosting service with ads to a paid/ad free account with a personal domain name. Eva and I were brainstorming and came up with the name: Wired Wild. The .com extension was taken but .net was available so I snatched it up, created the simple logo above in publisher to use as a favicon and published the website! Eva and I like the name because of the play on words. In real life I play with wires. It's my job. It's what I love! People confuse me, but wires make sense. I know the names of the wires, the color codes, the number of conductors, and the types of connectors. Adapters are fun too because you can connect two different kinds of wires together and...Someone slap me please! But I am also wired on the inside for hiking; predisposed to adventure; susceptible to wildness. I am truly wired wild. So there you have it. Aren't you glad you asked? Keep calm and hike on.
This brings me to the topic of today's blog post: my domain name. As the website has grown, so has my interest in upgrading from a free design and hosting service with ads to a paid/ad free account with a personal domain name. Eva and I were brainstorming and came up with the name: Wired Wild. The .com extension was taken but .net was available so I snatched it up, created the simple logo above in publisher to use as a favicon and published the website! Eva and I like the name because of the play on words. In real life I play with wires. It's my job. It's what I love! People confuse me, but wires make sense. I know the names of the wires, the color codes, the number of conductors, and the types of connectors. Adapters are fun too because you can connect two different kinds of wires together and...Someone slap me please! But I am also wired on the inside for hiking; predisposed to adventure; susceptible to wildness. I am truly wired wild. So there you have it. Aren't you glad you asked? Keep calm and hike on.
Show Me The...Savings!
The truth is, I don't like to spend money. I think money feels much safer in the bank. Those cash register drawers at retail stores are cold, dark, and lonely. So, I thought to myself, if I don't want to spend money, then maybe I don't need to make so much money, but what would I do if I wasn't making money? (Gasp) I know...I'll go HIKING for five months! Unfortunately, I am discovering that even hiking costs money, so when I return, I'll be going back to work, so I can afford to go hiking again, hopefully sooner than later!
I wrote this post to express, with a sense of humor, hopefully, the importance and value of saving, but saving is only a part of what it means to be a good steward. I believe a huge part of our financial success is our commitment to a modest and frugal lifestyle, always living within our means, and being generous in our giving to the Kingdom of God through our church and other charities. God has richly blessed us with good health, good careers, and opportunities to bless others. Now I have the good fortune to enjoy part of that blessing myself while I hike the PCT. Keep calm and save on.
Inquiring Minds Want To Know!
How many Ziploc bags does it take to hike the Pacific Crest Trail? I will use them to repackage just about everything! I'll even be using one for a wallet. I'm thinking I'll need over a 1,000 for the whole trail! How about rolls of toilet paper, bottles of "Vitamin I" (ibuprofen), batteries for my headlamp, band-aids, and travel size tubes of tooth paste? Then there are items like shoes...probably 5 pair, socks...I'm thinking twenty pair, and shirts...one might last the whole way, but do I really want to try it? I'm thinking just to protect innocent bystanders from the terrible smell; I will mail myself a new shirt each month!
I have a room in my house dedicated to my PCT hike with 24 resupply boxes. I am slowly filling each box with food and supplies. Some boxes get extra things like a new pair of shoes, or extra clothes for the High Sierra. It is exciting to see what was a dream only three months ago materialize right before my very eyes! Today I did some shopping at the local grocery store for some additional items to add to my menu. I want to have as much variety as possible so eating remains enjoyable and not just a necessity. I look forward to trying some of these new items on the trail. We'll call it a culinary adventure!
I have a room in my house dedicated to my PCT hike with 24 resupply boxes. I am slowly filling each box with food and supplies. Some boxes get extra things like a new pair of shoes, or extra clothes for the High Sierra. It is exciting to see what was a dream only three months ago materialize right before my very eyes! Today I did some shopping at the local grocery store for some additional items to add to my menu. I want to have as much variety as possible so eating remains enjoyable and not just a necessity. I look forward to trying some of these new items on the trail. We'll call it a culinary adventure!
PCT-The Movie!
Who wouldn't want to do this? I am so excited!
Is it time yet? Let's watch it again!
Is it time yet? Let's watch it again!
WHY?
I'm sharing my plans to hike the Pacific Crest Trail. I am concerned how the news will be received.
Will anyone understand?
Will anyone understand?
- Being away from home and work for five months
- Hiking from Mexico to Canada-2,650 miles through 25 national forests and 7 national parks
- Carrying only fifteen pounds of gear plus food and water
- Deserts, forests, and mountains, through wind, rain, and snow
- Twenty plus miles a day every day for five months
- To experience God’s creation in an intimate way
- To test my strength, skills, and determination
- To celebrate life and to live mine to the fullest
- To hear God’s still small voice in the wilderness
- To fulfill a dream that I have had for over twenty years
"There is something in man which responds to the challenge of this mountain and goes out to meet it. What we get from this adventure is just sheer joy. And joy is, after all, the end of life. We do not live to eat and make money. We eat and make money to be able to enjoy life. That is what life means and what life is for." George Leigh Mallory
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| George Mallory is in the back row, second from the left. |
That You May Contribute A Verse
"And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are called according to His purpose." Romans 8:28For years we have quoted this verse to make ourselves feel better when things don't seem to be going our way: Our English translations of this verse suggest that God is working behind the scenes, much like the wizard behind the curtain, to make sure the circumstances of our lives somehow end up making sense to us. Our role in the process ends up being passive-we wait and trust God for the good things he promised. It's all true of course; God is good, God is in control, and we must trust Him when things don't make sense. But I believe this verse has a more important message for us.
The Greek word for "work together" used in Romans 8:28 comes from the word συνεργός "sunergeó" which is often translated "fellow worker" and is used 13 times in the New Testament. From studying the word in context, it is used to describe individuals working together for a common cause. If that is the common understanding of the work and the correct meaning for Romans 8:28, then maybe a better translation is: And we know that God works for good, together with those who love Him, who are called according to His purpose (my translation). If I am right, then God is calling us to more than passive trust in His goodness. He is calling us to take action. He wants us to be co-laborers with Him to accomplish His good purpose not only in our own lives, but in the lives of others. He wants a partner-someone prepared to contribute a verse to the powerful play of life. What will your verse be?
I found this video on Vimeo. It's obviously a promo video for a sermon series, but it is based on the same Walt Whitman poem and I like it!
Training Hike
Yesterday I hiked the Ohlone Wilderness Trail as a training hike. It begins at Del Valle Regional Park in Livermore and ends in Fremont at Mission Peak. The trail is 28 miles with 7,100 feet of altitude gain. The weather was perfect, the trail was deserted, except for the Mission Peak area, and I completed the hike in 10.5 hours. My legs are a little tired today and my feet are a bit sore, but overall I feel great, and the best part is...no blisters. I'm going to try to squeeze in one more long training hike before Easter, but I'm feeling confident I will be ready for the PCT!
Here is a link to a great blog post about the Ohlone Wilderness Trail. It has great pics and an awesome interactive Google map and altitude graph. Enjoy!
Here is a link to a great blog post about the Ohlone Wilderness Trail. It has great pics and an awesome interactive Google map and altitude graph. Enjoy!
Inspire Me!
Need some hiking inspiration? This video does it for me! It's a clip from a documentary of John Muir Trail (JMT) in the High Sierra. The trail is 211 miles long stretching from Yosemite Valley to the summit of Mt. Whitney. The Pacific Crest trail follows the JMT through the High Sierra and is considered one of the highlights of the entire PCT. I have hiked the John Muir Trail many times and I look forward to the beauty and familiarity of this section of the trail. The Sierras feel like home. There are more videos from the movie on Vimeo. Just press the link below the video. Watch them in HD and full screen, but be careful not to drool on your computer keyboard. (Is that just my problem?)
Robert Farrar Capon
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| Robert Farrar Capon |
"Our pride drives us to establish our own righteousness. We strive all our life to see ourselves as keepers of rules we cannot keep, as loyal subjects of laws under which we can only be judged outlaws. Yet so deep is our need to derive our identity from our own self-respect – so profound our conviction that unless we watch our step, the watchbird will take away our name – that we will spend a lifetime trying to do the impossible rather than, for even one carefree minute, consent to having it done for us by someone else." Robert Farrar CaponI know this is not a PCT/hiking post, but if you are curious about this specific PCT thru-hiker, you need to know this. One of my favorite authors is Robert Farrar Capon. He passed away in September of 2013, at the age of 88. He wrote 27 books, most of which are focused on theology and the theme of grace, but his other passion was cooking and he wrote several cook books as well. I was introduced to Capon in college and immediately fell in love with his writing. It was his book on the outrage of God's grace that forced me to see that I had not truly experienced God's grace and that most of my life I had been living on the bus fumes of religion and my own righteousness rather than in the pure air of God's grace and the freedom it offers. Just getting the book is a story in itself, and as soon as it arrived, I began reading. After finishing it the first time I was angry...how can he say that? How can he make it sound so easy-so cheap? The second time I read it I was scared...what if he's right? What if God really is that in love with us? And after reading it a third time, in less than a month, I remember waking my wife up in the middle of the night, in our first year of marriage, and with tears in my eyes telling her: "God loves me! And it's even better than that. He likes me too! He doesn't just love me because He has to; He likes me and has invited me to the party." GOD loves me. God LOVES me. God loves ME!
Have you experienced God's grace?
"The life of grace is not an effort on our part to achieve a goal we set ourselves. It is a continually renewed attempt simply to believe that someone else has done all the achieving that is needed and to live in relationship with that person, whether we achieve or not. If that doesn't seem like much to you, you're right: it isn't. And, as a matter of fact, the life of grace is even less than that. It's not even our life at all, but the life of that Someone Else rising like a tide in the ruins of our death.” Robert Farrar CaponThat someone else is Jesus. Just say His name. He is there and He is listening.
This American Hike
I read someone's thru-hiking blog and they complained that their brain was turning to mush without some external stimulation. That's when I had the idea of capturing the entire "This American Life" program archive and put the episodes on my tiny mp3 player so I can enjoy them on the trail. I have to capture the audio in real time, which means that each one hour episode takes one hour to capture. So far I have 325 of the 500+ episodes and I hope to have them all by the time I leave. I have room for about 100 episodes at a time on my mp3 player, so each month, when Eva meets me on the trail; I'll update my mp3 player with new episodes. I'm thinking I might call my hike: "This American Hike," and when I return from Canada they can do a story about me!
Beside "This American Life" I also have all the episodes of "Radio Lab," an entire audio Bible, some favorite sermons, and about 50 hours of music. I think I will have plenty of stimulation to keep my brain from turning to mush! Keep calm and hike on!
Best Ideas
“All truly great thoughts are conceived while walking.”
― Friedrich Nietzsche
I often joke with my wife that I get some of my best ideas while in the bathroom, but it's not true. (It is true however, that I enjoy reading the newspaper while sitting on the porcelain throne.) But new ideas, answers to problems, and moments of clarity often do occur when I am hiking. There is something about being outdoors, in motion, and free from distraction that awakens my mind. I was day hiking a few weeks ago on a Friday and was thinking about one of my favorite theological themes: atonement, and there was a moment of clarity when I got it! It was like I could see it clearly in my mind. I understood how it "worked" and the relationship to other themes like law, sin, grace and forgiveness. I tried to focus and make the most of my aha moment, but then I met another hiker on the trail and we spent a few minutes chatting about the weather, lack of rain, and the trail conditions. When I decided to push on, it was gone. I couldn't even remember what it was that I had discovered. Oh well, I will have plenty of time on the PCT to think deeply about the atonement and many other topics. Keep calm and hike on.Hiker Hygiene...Or Not!
By this time he stinketh: for he hath been dead four days. John 11:39 KJV
I'm not sure which smells worse: being dead four days or hiking a week without bathing. It's a fact that thru-hikers have a very distinctive look but the true sign of a long distance hiker is the overwhelming smell. Without the ability to wash your body or clothing on a daily basis there quickly forms what many call "thru-hiker stench." It permeates your body, clothing, and gear. My limited experience tells me that a good shower does wonders for the body, but after a few weeks, no matter how much you wash your clothes and clean your gear, the smell lingers and there is no way to get it out. I have shirts that smell like "hiking" no matter how many times Eva washes them. When they are freshly washed the hiker odor is not overpowering and there is something strangely familiar and comforting about it. But after wearing one of the shirts a full day on the trail, the smell returns with a vengeance and I wonder if it's time to burn or bury it.
I don't shave on the trail. I don't like having a beard, but it's too much trouble to shave and there is no point in looking good if you still stink! I never wash my hair while hiking unless you count swimming in a lake or pouring a liter of water over my head. Dental hygiene is a little easier on the trail, unless you lose your toothbrush, which I did...once. It doesn't take much water to brush your teeth on the trail, but I don't floss while hiking. It's too hard to keep my hands clean enough that I am willing to put them in my mouth.
I have a theory that there is a limit to how dirty and smelly I can get while hiking. I believe there is only so much dirt that can stick to my body and only so much bacteria that can feed on my sweat. It takes me a few days to get to this "saturation point," but once I am there and accept the fact that I am dirty and smell, I relax and quit worrying about it. The goal at that point becomes maintaining a level of hygiene that prevents rashes, chafing, infection, and food contamination. Even this is a challenge in the desert where water is limited and the heat promotes extra sweat. But I am not one to revel in my dirt and smell and always look forward to the next opportunity to shower and wash my clothes. When my children were little and I would return from backpacking for two weeks, they would say, "Look how tan daddy is." After I took a shower, they would say, "daddy isn't tan, he was just really dirty!" Keep calm and hike on!
God's Great Dance Floor
There is a quote by Wendell Berry that suggests the Bible makes more sense when read outdoors. You can read the quote here. I think the same thing may be true about some of the worship music we sing in church. Recently we started singing a new song entitled "God's Great Dance Floor." Here are some of the lyrics:
I’m coming back to the start,
where You found me
I’m coming back to Your heart,
now I surrender
where You found me
I’m coming back to Your heart,
now I surrender
Take me, this is all I can bring.
You’ll never stop loving us,
no matter how far we run
no matter how far we run
You’ll never give up on us,
all of heaven shouts:
all of heaven shouts:
Let the future begin,
let the future begin.
let the future begin.
I feel alive, I come alive,
I am alive on God’s great dance floor.
I am alive on God’s great dance floor.
I used to watch the vocalists at church sing this song and dance on stage wondering what all the fuss was about, and then one day, I closed my eyes and imagined singing it in the wilderness, in a mountain meadow, in my trail running shoes, shorts, and t-shirt, and all of a sudden, it just made sense. Nature is where I feel God's presence and surrender myself to Him. Splashing in a mountain stream is where I experience His love and the promise of a future. Standing on a mountain top I come alive and feel like dancing!
There is a woman on the worship team at my church who can really dance. She's not a show off, and would probably be embarrassed if she knew I was writing about her, but I love the way she moves when she worships God, and I bet God enjoys it too! I would love to learn to dance like that...to express praise, worship, joy, thanksgiving, and grace with my whole body! Maybe I'll get inspired as I hike and it will just pour out of me...on God's great dance floor.
Here is a light hearted video called the PCT Happy Dance. I look forward to dancing my way to Canada!
Nature's Golden Rule
“Do unto those downstream as you would have those upstream do unto you.” Wendell Berry
When I read this quote the first time, I thought to myself, that's amazing! Why didn't I think of that? It's practical but also makes you think. One of the goals of backpacking is to minimize the impact we have on the wilderness we are enjoying. We call it "Leave No Trace" (LNT) and the goal is to leave the trail, campsites, rivers and lakes as we found them. I have always been a conscientious hiker and have tried to leave no evidence of my presence, except for foot prints.
But does the leave no trace philosophy apply in cities and towns where the goal is not to preserve the natural state of the land but to change it; to shape the landscape, build structures, and use the land for our purposes? Should we even be doing that? When I read the Bible I find God put Adam and Eve in a garden, which might make us question our desire to improve on God's design, but that's not the end of the story. God made humanity stewards of creation and almost immediately, we began building. In Revelation, heaven, our final destination, is described as a city. I find it interesting that heaven is not a return to a garden, but a city that God has specifically prepared for us.
I believe the overwhelming evidence of scripture is that the use of land and natural resources to build cities and the infrastructure needed to support them is biblical. What is not biblical is to live beyond the limits of what the land can support and to impact our neighbors and future generations by abusing the land. Extravagant living, choosing convenience over conservation and sustainability, the impact of consumerism and a disposable lifestyle; these are all examples of not being good stewards of creation. I want to live in such as way that as both a city dweller and a wilderness traveler, I am a good steward of all that God has given us. Who will join me? Here is a link to a website with some excellent tips on being a good steward of God' creation. Let's get started today!
Costco-A thru-hikers favorite store
This week we made a trip to Costco to purchase food for my resupply boxes. It was funny shopping in a store where shopping carts full of Top Ramen, hot chocolate, instant oatmeal, candy bars, pop tarts, granola and trail mix seems normal. We met a man in the check out line and when I told him I was hiking the PCT, he told me he worked on a bridge in Burney Falls State Park for four years and he met hundreds of PCT hikers on their way to Canada. Very cool!
Every week I check a few more things off my to do list add a few more items to my resupply boxes. What was only a dream a year ago, is now a reality and in just a few days I will be on the trail.
Carry Our Fears
Fear is the stories we tell ourselves
For backpackers, fear means a heavier backpack. Some hikers are afraid of the cold, so they pack too many clothes or a heavy sleeping bag. Others fear hunger, so they carry more food than they could possibly eat. Still others worry about emergencies, so they bring an enormous first aid kit. Some worry about wild animals or crazy people, so they bring pepper spray or weapons. Some fear being alone, so they pack cell phones and other devices to stay connected to the "real world." The list of things to fear in the wilderness seems endless, butt in reality, the list of essentials you need to survive is very short.. Yes, there are things that may make you more comfortable and possibly make the trip more enjoyable, but everything you add means carrying more weight, and carrying more than you need for 2,650 miles is definitely not enjoyable!
I suppose there is also a lesson here beyond hiking. While backpackers carry fear on their backs, the rest of us carry it in not so obvious ways. Fear affects the way we think and feel about ourselves, others, and the world around us. It changes the way we act and respond. If we are afraid, we don't speak up, we don't show love, we avoid new things and meeting new people, or even asking for help. The Bible tells us over and over that fear is not from God. Here is just one example: The LORD is my light and my salvation-whom shall I fear? The LORD is the stronghold of my life-of whom shall I be afraid? Psalm 27:1
I am not a particularly brave man, but I am learning to overcome my fears by trusting in God: to listen to Him rather than the naysayers or my own questions and doubts; to forgive, to accept a compliment, and risk being vulnerable. Sometimes I still get afraid and have to stop myself and focus on that still small voice: For I am the LORD, your God, who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you. Isaiah 41:13 What are you afraid of? Let God set you free. He promises that nothing; not your fears, or failures, or circumstances will keep you from knowing his grace and power. He promises hope and joy and peace that cannot be explained. I have experienced this and know it to be true. Take a moment and allow God to minister to you through this song that expresses the hope and joy of God setting us free from the things that hold us back from knowing Him and being all that we can be. In Him you are free, whole and want for nothing.
I Shall Not Want by Audrey Assad
First Day of Spring
PCT Paperwork
“I have so much paperwork.
I'm afraid my paperwork has paperwork.”
Gabrielle Zevin
Who knew there was so much paperwork just to hike a few miles-ok a lot of miles!
- Campfire Permit--Required for campfires and/or backpacking stoves
- Pacific Crest Trail Permit--One permit covering the entire trail
- Mt. Whitney Zone Permit--Required for an exit/resupply at Whitney Portal
- Canadian Border Crossing Permit--Permission to enter Canada at a "non official border crossing"
- Current passport--Can't get home without it
- Current driver's license-Can't pickup a resupply package at the post office without it
- Copy of medical insurance card--Just in case...
- Trail Maps--Hundreds of pages of maps divided up and delivered to me in each resupply box
- Guidebook--Trail, water, campsite, and town/resupply notes
- Hiking itinerary--Where to find me and when to mail resupply boxes
- List of resupply locations and addresses--Where to mail resupply boxes
- Shipping labels for resupply boxes--All 26 of them
- Menus and shopping lists--Eva's guide for packing resupply boxes
- A letter of authorization for Eva--Financial and legal authority while I am hiking
- PCT Cell Phone Coverage Report--for Eva to use to predict when/where I'll have a cell signal to make calls or post to my blog and media accounts.
Sleeping
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"I slept on a naked boulder and when I awoke,
all my nervous trembling was gone." John Muir
John Muir might be one of my heroes, but I'm not going to sleep on a boulder, especially without my ground cloth, inflatable sleeping pad, and warm down sleeping bag. I love backpacking but if I can't sleep, I'm not a happy camper. If it is raining, snowing, windy, very cold or the bugs are out in force, I will set up my tent, but if conditions are good, I will enjoy sleeping under the stars.
It takes me a few nights to get used to sleeping on the ground and I am restless and toss and turn most of the night. Getting up in the middle of the night to pee when it is freezing is always fun. Sometimes the wilderness can be a noisy place. Being alone, going to bed early, being sore and dirty, and sleeping on an air mattress smaller than a bath towel takes some getting used to. My sleeping bag is not especially roomy and unless it is crazy cold, I use it as a quilt. Keeping it tight around my body so there are no drafts isn't easy when I toss and turn. And if that's not enough, I have E.B.D. (excessive backpacker drool). At some point during the night I can expect there to be a pool of drool on my air mattress. It's like a personal slip N slide party in the middle of the night! (Does anyone else have the same problem?)
But after a week or so, I begin to sleep better. My body gets used to the ground, the cold, the wind, the altitude, the noises and a new sleeping schedule. I learn how much I can drink before bed so I don't have to get up...at least more than once. And I learn to manage the drool by using my bandanna to catch most of it. I look forward to not just tolerating sleeping on the ground, but enjoying it. I'll let you know how that works out after a few weeks on the trail. Keep calm and sleep on!
It takes me a few nights to get used to sleeping on the ground and I am restless and toss and turn most of the night. Getting up in the middle of the night to pee when it is freezing is always fun. Sometimes the wilderness can be a noisy place. Being alone, going to bed early, being sore and dirty, and sleeping on an air mattress smaller than a bath towel takes some getting used to. My sleeping bag is not especially roomy and unless it is crazy cold, I use it as a quilt. Keeping it tight around my body so there are no drafts isn't easy when I toss and turn. And if that's not enough, I have E.B.D. (excessive backpacker drool). At some point during the night I can expect there to be a pool of drool on my air mattress. It's like a personal slip N slide party in the middle of the night! (Does anyone else have the same problem?)
But after a week or so, I begin to sleep better. My body gets used to the ground, the cold, the wind, the altitude, the noises and a new sleeping schedule. I learn how much I can drink before bed so I don't have to get up...at least more than once. And I learn to manage the drool by using my bandanna to catch most of it. I look forward to not just tolerating sleeping on the ground, but enjoying it. I'll let you know how that works out after a few weeks on the trail. Keep calm and sleep on!
Trash Talk
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- your wallet is a Ziploc baggie
- you can "feel" a storm coming
- you can be alone and still be happy
- your spoon is your fork
- most of your friends don't know your "real" name
- you mail things to yourself
- your REI dividend is your retirement fund
- you can survive for days on nothing but Ramen and gorp
- you can't walk straight without your pack
- you choose restaurants in town based on free WiFi and electrical outlets
- you’ve had to lie down for a few hours after eating a meal in town
- you wear $20 socks but wash them in the Dunkin Donuts bathroom
- you eat enough sour candy to talk about them like they’re drugs
- a pint of Ben & Jerry’s is a normal serving of ice cream
- you break your titanium spoon on Nutella in cold weather
- you try to fry a Honey Bun in butter to add calories
- you’ve been mistaken for a homeless person by an actual homeless person and you’re too embarrassed to tell them that you’re only on vacation
- you’ve been given money because some thought you were homeless
- you completely forget what an ‘inside voice’ sounds like
- you have run stark raving mad through the woods because the stalker bee that has been flying around your head for hours finally "got to you"
- you’ve spent a cold or rainy night in the restroom of a state park
- you’ve repackaged the food you just bought into Ziploc baggies in front of the store
- you’ve searched restaurants for "free" packets of condiments in trail towns
- you have duct tape somewhere on your body
- you’ve suspended the 5 second rule when food dropped on the ground.
- you find an M&M in the dirt and eat it
- you consider Snickers bars a food group
- you consider it perfectly normal to go weeks without bathing
- you’ve diced Spam or Vienna Sausages into your Kraft Mac & Cheese
- you’ve begged food from strangers in state parks
Vote for your favorite or add to the list!
Counting The Days
I'm counting the days until I begin hiking the Pacific Crest Trail! When I first started considering a thru-hike of PCT in 2014 it was more than six months away...now it's less than six weeks. It's exciting to see my plans coming together. My free time is filled with purchasing and preparing meals, packing resupply boxes, verifying resupply locations and shipping instructions, and making sure everything is ready at home and work for my departure. I am excited, nervous, and at times it feels like a dream.
After I start hiking on April 24, 2014, this counter will begin counting the number of days I am on the trail. I plan to post to my blog as I hike so please check back! Once I am on the trail, you can follow me using the itinerary on my website. There is info on mailing me letters and care packages and even meeting me along the trail. There are links to maps and schedules you can print to put on your fridge to remember to pray for me. I tried to think of everything but if you have a question, just ask! Keep calm and hike on!
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